I know of the magazine. I saw it in a local state on a business trip. I just can't find it in my local area. All we have locally is a Borders and a Books-A-Million. Neither carry it. I guess I could hunt it up online.
edit: just googled and found it online. They have the first 30 magazines available on disc for purchase.
I have found that when it comes to retro gaming, some gamers just don't understand. A guy I work with just dosen't understand why I have begun investing in the NGCD. A 14 year old system, when I could be buying something like an Xbox 360, PS3, or Wii.