x2's comments about his now ex gf in the other thread made me start thinking about myself a bit and how I am in relationships. My personality is ALL IN. What I mean is, if I wanna be in a relationship with someone then my heart and soul is really into it, and I want to be with em one hundred percent of the time and my world revolves around them...but I am half libra and so expect the same in return (all must be balanced lol). Some people in the past have said that this an unhealthy way of thinking, or that I can get hurt more if I live my life that way etc. But I guess, frankly, I don't care. It is the only way I feel happy...to be as unified and connected and as one as possible with the person I love. That is the main thing life seems to be about for me. Nothing even holds my interest well unless I am enjoying it with the person I love or becuz of them or for them etc etc. I am not afraid that I will lose my identity in the process...that IS my identity. And to be in a relationship with me I think can be quite demanding at times...not financially at all, and I don't have to have certain brands or be doing something exciting on dates and the guy does not have to be beefed up er own a fancy car er house...but he does have to understand how my mind works and let me in. He can't have any lil sections inside of himself with walls around it...everything has to be open and upfront, even if it is stuff I hate to know er hear, and he has to not only tolerate me tagging along with him to work er sports, er working on car er gaming er hanging with friends er whatever he does ...he has to learn to enjoy it and to want that. A person who values their secrets and privacy and is never fully open and is afraid of becoming to one er too blended with another person could never work out at being in a relationship with me, cuz I want the relationship to come first and be magical, to be soul mates to become other creature made up of two people. Ok, so there is my big long thing I wrote. Now I got bored of typing, so I guess this is the end of this paragraph thingy lol.